If life was "fair", then you wouldn't be able to do anything to change ur personal success. You'd get what everyone else was getting.

Take a moment, make a decision and commit yourself, that your going to...

TAKE ACTION in areas of your life that you want to improve, and your going to do what it takes to stay on track, until you get the results your looking for.... ~ANON~

I haven't seen the sun since the 22nd dec, yes, seriously havent seen daylight at all since then, so on the 28th i decided to stay up the whole day, and I managed it, I saw the sun, went to town, did some shopping and all... When night came I slept, maybe about 2 am, and when I woke just now to see the clock reading 5.55, i thought it was still in the am, yes it was dark outside, until i turned on my comp took me awhile to realise it was 5.55 pm, Its dark all the time nowdays :(

facing emotional trauma sucks

hahahaha, no more teh tarik for our angkasawans... LOL... really amusing when I read the article in the star... finally their going to do research instead... LOL

Just 2 more exams to go, neuro and physio, the last 3 days have been a massive marathon with 4 exams between them n no sleep at all... I just slept for like 16 hours just now, just had breaksfast at 5 pm today... 1day cram for neuro and 1 day for mechanics and i'm done ;) i'm preety much more relaxed now, still abit sleepy tho...

PS: I'll never have to look at another TCA cycle again, (I HOPE).. i've had enough to last me 2 life times... Somethings u can nvr really run away from... i've never bothered learning it in school and coll and still managed to get through, but this year i just had no choice... lesson learnt: You cant run away from something, if you managed it the 1st n 2nd time, it'll just get bigger and bite you in the ass, then you'll know you have to do it anyway... :P

Just staying up and craming for exams tomorrow, 2 down another 5 to go...

I took a break and started reading Malaysian news on thestar.com.my just to see what going on back home, and most times, just doing something like this could really annoy you when you realise the stupidity of our Malaysian leaders.... 2 "angkasawan's" are going in space, spending rm 95 mil of tax payers money which could be better used in goverment schools to buy computers or even spent much wiser by getting some proper research done into our totally screwed educational system, i'm talking getting international ppl to give us some advise for it, not spend bloody 95mil of some other's country's space program, what u think US space shuttle is taxi? and then wanting to use ankasawan instead of astronaut on the basis that oh astronaut for US cosmonaut for Russia so angkasawan for malaysia? haha, i nearly fell off my chair, i mean c'mon, u dint even do any research, and neither of those morons have any qualification of cosmic studies, go to space to play congkak? when others would use that kind of money and orportunity to do some sort of research, we instead of moving forward, happily move backwards, thinking oh, the whole worlds watching and we can "boleh"... yeah right, i think our ministers are so full of it they cant see the other countries laughing at our stupidity... Want more? We watch CNN and we see priministers from countries like India, china, jap, US actually doing work, going around, planning for their nation and making diplomatical contacts.... In malaysia our PM hands over cows! and makes news... Alright, i'm going to go back to my Pituitary gland physiology but for i get cramps laughing.....

LOL

Is good for you...
Antidepressant...
Keeps you happy
.
. . Eat chocolate... while studying...



If you want to know some of the interesting things I study->
Biological clock -> circadian rhythm ->(controlled by) melatonin -> (secreted by) pineal gland -> also antioxidant -> and it goes on and on ;) want to know more?

Read This will make your blood boil.

oh, and read this too.

Sometimes you could just be soooooo bored you cant even study! I seriously think i've lost the art of sitting down and studying... Just too lazy to do it anymore... Here's something random:

You'll remember some of what you hear, much of what you read,
more of what you see, and almost all of what you experience and understand fully...


Hard to say if its true or not, I almost dont remember anything taught in lectures...

Nowdays its so depressing, its raining all the time, cold and windy too... Gets dark too fast as well, I hardly get to see the sun, probably due to my totally fucked biological clock...

Sigh, I'm so bored....

Yes, i'm still alive... ;)

No, I might not be blogging very "often" anymnore...

Hugs to everyone...

(editted)

We went clubbing last night, a place called the Loft, kinda nice atmosphere, not crowded, a chilling place, kah mun's b'day, I really drank alot, a guy named darren made all of us drink alot... luckily i passed the breath analyzer test, yup i got stoped by the police alright.. but in the end all was alright, after dropping of su ann n collin, joined the rest at murni's.. no other better place ;)